fuckin  yeah my life is...... cool.. shit i need a job asap really .. im getting one today! i need the money honey.
 sickkick id. 
 and idk hair dye
clothes..

gawd.. my ears hurt if feels like my head is going to explode.. sorry for the drama but im feeling like under alot of stress.. yeah and i had it coming to and i just dont really care.. care before.. this always happens i always wait until the last minute. gash.. n .. idk.. im happy i didnt have one more piece of drama i could have had thanks to my sister... aye..

dang so i woke up at 730 to take my sister to school.
i drive all across town and make a u turn to go back home playing klaxons extremely loudly
i love klaxons but i have a slight headacke when i start playing them but i love them
lol

then went home. 
then went to del taco after messaging people back
then drive down to wendys for a frosty but there not open!
so i drive to wienerschnitzel to get 2 chilli dogs and a med. dr. pepper
then i drive to jack n the box and order 3 piece motzarella stix and i find out they only gave me one! wtf. 
hmn. what am i going to do with 3 unopend containers of zesty marinara sauce??? lol
hmn. so i only ate half of everything the rest is in the friege.
ahh and im supose to have lunch with my mom around um. 12 ahhhhhh and im not hungry good gawd
ahhhh and theres this adorable boy who works at wendys ahhhh lol hes tall white and not thhhat cute but hes just adorable thats all and i forget his name. but haha hes kinda funny. yeah hes tallwhitemohawk too bad he was having a moment with this one girl in the back of his work. grr..  but w/e hes adorable haha.

im poor broke have no money and i need to check my wells account
https://online.wellsfargo.com/signon?LOB=CONS

this dr. sucks

i need to go grocery shopping but wont ill just eat at my moms whenever i need food.. grr. 

i think im going to go teealll.. i look good in teeeaaall lol.. im going to take out some of my tracks coz ahh. my hair is a hawt mess boooo for my hair 0ptz for me and omg i need to get it today coz ahh im going to this thing for my sister and we both need to look supa kawaii on the real! 

my sisters so cuuuute aw shes going to high school gawd shes growing up/ 

and me. i need to freakin get into some new hair classes like to learn more.. eh. im out. and im out of college fudge that.
but FxCK i need to take some kind of class if i want to be on my dads insurance fudge.. ahhh

Current Music: robots in disguise- turn it up

idk why but lately ive been really extremly lazy and just eat n sleep like right now iwant theleft over chinese food and to just sleep .. coz yesss iluv feeling full then sleeping. lol im sneaking online lol my dads sleeping lol. hmn. i dont care if hes sleeping if im going to heat me up some chinese food lol

um. so yeah ive been getting fat again lol.. lol for awhile i was getting thiner.. wtf lol really. but ive been really bad... w/e im not going to eat that food lol just tofeel full and sleep.. goat goat goat.. wtf lol goat goat goat.. yup ill feel really guilty after too coz i know i dont reeaaally want it.. hmn.. \

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ive got 32 dalla's in my  wallet icould idk with itlol.. gas up a full take of gasss lmao. yeah thats how much it costs for a ful tank. hmn. i could um. idk save it hahaha.


i went to awc today to get some info that was helpful... i have to call redcross and the hospital for cpr programs n stuff. and that'll be my idk side job.. i know i wanna go to fidm coz i know i want that. soyeha.. idk.

Current Music: none my dads snoring

still very exausted.. i was about to go to bed but .. i felt guilty coz i need to find a school to go to so i can have idk something that is important.. so i need to go to school i guess so my dad has to give me money which he'll do anyways u know. im his baby .lol. uhmn. butyeah.. i need to prac. today fudge. and ill do that later on after i get my sister. and um. teeah i just had chinese food yum. and um. chili fries at like 8 yum. lets see.. 
so i wanna go to school so i can work at prime car.. or idk when i was there getting all checked up coz i only go there for emergenceys only duh lol its prime care lol.. k im tierd so idk if that made sence. and the guy there said he makes pretty good money.. k im a lazy girl.. so i want to do something lol like what he was doing lol. um. but yeah that would be just for now the whole school thing.. ima go to awc and ask coz idk what to search for andwhere.. greeffffffff

im kinda sick and tierd of me not doing anything. I have to find a school to go to now.. i wanna do ssomething that i actually WANT and LIKE TO DO. SOMETHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH CLOTHES.. I CANT DO FASHION STYIST COZ I HATE MATH. I COULD BE A STORE VISUAL MANAGER THAT SOUNDS COOL, CREATIVE DIRECTOR DONT KNOW TO MUCH ABOUT.. FREELANCE VISUAL DESIGNER EH.. IM NOT FAMOUS .. AND IDK.. 
STORE VISUAL MANAGER SOUNDS PRETTY INTERESTING AND FUN
IDK.. IT SEEMS LIKE ALOT OF WORK AND I LIKE WORKING WITH FASION N STUFF IM JUST LAZY AT THE MOMENT. 
MAN.. I WANTED TO SLEEP LIKE ALL DAY. 
I WOKE UP ATE CHILI CHEESE FRIES, SOME GOOOD A<3<3 CHICKN AND WENT TO FIND OUT ABOUT SOME CARS.. LATER ON MY DAD PURCHASED ME TO TO HAVE.. UM.. WENT TO MR. LU'S ... AND NOW IM HOME..  HMN. HELL NO IM  NOT WANTING TO TAKE GENERALS F*CK SCHOOL.. LOL IF I HAVE TO TAKE SOMET CLASSES IM NOT GONNA TAKE THE WHOLE THING JUST THE ONES I NEEEED TO PROB. TAKE W/E

Current Music: DANGER RADIO- LATAH

i got a car today im very happy its a 2007 toyota corolla yaaayy.. and yeah im tierd .. nitenite sleep sleep  

 

so my dads back in town, im happy he'll be here for just a week. . yup. were going to mr. lu's tonite im very excited coz ive been wanting it agan / im so happy heres whos on my list and whos been on my list since i got here
peoples hair 's ive marked
1. domi
2. mom
3. dad
4. jessica(x3)
5. angel(x2)
6. monique
7. james
8. jocelyn
9. christina

scheduled this week
1. krystal
2 .crystal
3.monique
4. angel
5. sum gey boi
6. antonio
7. domni
8. haylie
9. lidia
10. carmen
11. possibly tray

Current Mood: full
Current Music: lil mama- my lip gloss

People think I'm being perverse on purpose
People think I'm being perverse on purpose
People think I'm being perverse on purpose
But they don't know...

I tried to give you my heart
but her finger marks were all over it
I tried to look impressed
it was as futile a gesture as a futile gesture gets

Don't be a sycophant and don't try to hold my hand
if you don't plan to be around five minutes later
Don't be a sycophant and don't try to hold my hand
and don't just say the things that you think I want to hear...

You were there to fill my time
it was dark but you had nice eyes
i tried to look impressed
you hadn't shown me anything, anything amusing yet

Don't be a sycophant and don't try to hold my hand
if you don't plan to be around five minutes later
Don't be a sycophant and don't try to hold my hand
and don't just say the things that you think I want to hear
It's hard enough getting someone to like you
and then you find out that they're nothing like you and it's been
a waste of time...

Girls fantasise on school trips to galleries
Of men who don't meet their parent's expectations
Who want to introduce them to illicit Russ Meyer films
And dance 'till dawn to old Kinks records
These are the things you don't understand
Quarter to ten - you're wasting your time
If you want to know me, watch how I dance...

Don't be a sycophant and don't try to hold my hand
if you don't plan to be around five minutes later
Don't be a sycophant and don't try to hold my hand
and don't just say the things that you think I want to hear
It's hard enough getting someone to like you
and then you find out that they're nothing like you and it's been
a waste of time

People think I'm being perverse on purpose
People think I'm being perverse on purpose
People think I'm being perverse on purpose
People think I'm being perverse on purpose

But they don't know you...

Current Location: broken hearsts club
Current Music: the long blondes